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Ana
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15 February 2008 @ 09:49 am
who am I? what am I doing?  
The question is obvious... I wonder me who I am... if I am a good friend, daught (for my parents) and etc. But, more than everything, if I am a good... person.
Why? It's really common to me stop and think what I'm doing. It's my way to understand myself. And now I think what kind of person I've been 'till today. It's important to me, even the other person who read this can't understand.
What I'm doing to me and to others? What I'm doing to improve my english, what I'm doing to improve my spanish?
How much time I spend studying japanese? Is it helping me?
I use to wonder me about how I'm with other person, and what I'm with my... dreams. If I'm doing everything possible to come them true.
I need to wonder me that. I need to improve, like everybody.
But... one thing I know I need to change. I need to think about myself FIRST.
Think about others, and take care them before yourself it's a thing I need to change. Stop everything I'm doing to do somethin' to others.
It won't work on me... no more. I don't know if it's wrong or no... but I need "to follow my heart".
It's not a friend post, because I want everyone know:

I will be the best I can do to everybody... but, first... for myself.
First, me. After, the other. I will continue to be the good friend as I always am. But, first me in anything. It's not egocentricism...
It's my way to improve myself. I need to think first in me. I don't need to stop what I'm doing to do anything to anyone!

It'll be like that from now on...
 
 
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ALINE BRUNA[info]akutsu_san on February 18th, 2008 11:01 pm (UTC)
not eveybody improves in life.. someone goes back always and always.
Life is a game. You must play and win or loose.
you must do what is good for you, what you feel good of doing.
forget the world's oppinion.. forget everyone.
just focus on you.

who are you and what you are doing is just a matter of life, that you need to find alone.
you need to look for what you really want and fight for it... to win or to loose is just a matter of choose...

matter.. matter.. that's really an awful word.. but..
is what I thing..

go on gambling your life in what you believe. that's what I do..

kissesl
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Ana: Shishidooo[info]ana_unloved on February 18th, 2008 11:31 pm (UTC)
Yes, I know.
But, sometimes, I wonder me what I'm doing with my life

Anyway, thanks for... everythin' you've written for me ^_^ I'm glad to be able to read your point of view about my post. Hahaha no one read/comment my entries, 'cause they make no sense, at all. (well... I don't want that they make sense =D), so thanks for read and comment ^__^~

(Ah, sim, eu sou tosca respondendo comentários.)
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ALINE BRUNA[info]akutsu_san on March 26th, 2008 08:24 am (UTC)
eh nada.. kk
well
take care
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